somewhat unexpectantly, we lost our puppy. A.J. has been terribly sick since we brought him home and broken. i say broken, because he wasn't fixable. tonight, our hearts hurt. yet, we are thankful that A.J. no longer hurts.
life can be so hard! i dislike being an adult. i dislike the trying times. i dislike making tough decisions. i dislike telling my children that their puppy is gone. i dislike pain and emptiness.
tonight, i'm not alright. i'm broken inside. i need Him to lead me on. because, honestly, i'm not that strong.
|A.J. (2.8.11 - 11.10.11)|
I'm Not Alright by Sanctus Real