For from His fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. John 1:16

Thursday, November 10, 2011


i'm not alright. i'm broken inside. but i know that all i go through leads me to Him.

somewhat unexpectantly, we lost our puppy. A.J. has been terribly sick since we brought him home and broken. i say broken, because he wasn't fixable. tonight, our hearts hurt. yet, we are thankful that A.J. no longer hurts.

life can be so hard! i dislike being an adult. i dislike the trying times. i dislike making tough decisions. i dislike telling my children that their puppy is gone. i dislike pain and emptiness.

tonight, i'm not alright. i'm broken inside. i need Him to lead me on. because, honestly, i'm not that strong.

A.J. (2.8.11 - 11.10.11)
A.J., we miss you! your memory will be forever with us!

I'm Not Alright by Sanctus Real


  1. i'm sorry about your dog! I know how you feel! I had to lose my dog last year! but, wish for hope! Read Psalm 130, it might make you feel better! i'm sorry! :(

  2. Thank you for your encouragement! I absolutely will read Psalm 130!